“when wishes fall into place” So here we are. MY BIGGEST ANNOUNCEMENT YET! I am PREGNANT! After three years of trying and trying, of NOTHING happening, after one miscarriage, countless tears and heartache, of shying away from anyone who had a growing belly, after being told to stop trying so I can focus on treating my depression it finally came to be. At first I was in shock. (and may still be) Then I just knew it wouldn’t last. But… Read more »

{8/52} “something i can never have” My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore. Scraping through my head ’till I don’t want to sleep anymore…. I’m down to just one thing. And I’m starting to scare myself. I just want something. I just want something I can never have…-trent reznor, nine inch nails ‘something i can never have’ i always wanted to be a mom. to have a family. i never anticipated however that it might not come to pass…. Read more »