“this sea of my longing“ “call the navy back for i have created a new ocean from the tears i shed waiting on your return surrounded by this sea of my longing perhaps it will carry you home to me”   Soon my husband will be on deployment again and lately i have been thinking about the loneliness that comes during it. i love him so much and knowing there will be months without him always hurts to think about… Read more »

depression, smile, maniac

“smile, the worst is yet to come” where to begin? new years has always brought people excitement but for me it has always brought feelings of dread. fear of growing older and things changing. of everyone being closer to death. things falling apart and other things going away. this new years i find myself at a crossroads i brought myself to. in the past few weeks i have drop out of social media, pulled away from family and friends and struggled… Read more »

So I recently got on facebook and asked people to ask me anything and you all asked me some amazing questions! so here it is, enjoy! What emotions do you go through when doing a project? oh wow let me think…it depends. Usually when I edit I am pretty giddy and hyper because it makes me happy to work on photography. When I use a model, I am pretty hyper and excited because seriously photography makes me truly and completely happy. I… Read more »

“lost my way and i can’t get back” she always had suffered a little from depression and anxiety from time to time since she was a kid. but she could always bounce out. she could be happy. somehow in the past few years she has fallen deeply into this hole and didn’t realize how far she fallen. depression/anxiety is a weird thing. those who do not have it can not really understand it. this current of negative thoughts and worry… Read more »