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“when wishes fall into place” So here we are. MY BIGGEST ANNOUNCEMENT YET! I am PREGNANT! After three years of trying and trying, of NOTHING happening, after one miscarriage, countless tears and heartache, of shying away from anyone who had a growing belly, after being told to stop trying so I can focus on treating my depression it finally came to be. At first I was in shock. (and may still be) Then I just knew it wouldn’t last. But… Read more »

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“the fault in chasing paper”   Here I find myself at a bit of a crossroads. However, I put myself here and I put myself here on purpose this time. As you know or may not know “starving artist” is a common term and sometimes pretty accurate in describing how hard it is to make a living as an artist. I majored in photography quite a while ago. Graduation happened and real life came in with no hesitation and about as… Read more »

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 “immersed beyond words” Immersed Sound becomes silence, the air becomes still Characters become familiar acquaintances It seems the world I know vanished No more am I, who I am I am now immersed. How far, how far do I go? The line between reality and fantasy has become unclear I have indeed reached a place, a place I longed for It is a place I cannot leave, I will not leave The pages flow with ease One more, just one… Read more »

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“the time to fly has come”   so last month, i issued a challenge/inspiration prompt/contest. i asked people to listen to lana del rey’s “i can fly” song and create an image inspired by it. my images reflect my moods and lately my mood has been about change and changing. i feel like this song has really hit that point home for me. i had the amazing opportunity to meet a fabulous photographer i knew online for forever in person… Read more »

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“a change from within” last night, i was fortunate to exhibit my work in the oceanside artwalk in oceanside,ca.  it was my first time showing in california and it was a wonderful night! i also want to thank everyone who came out to the artwalk! at the event i revealed two new pieces, this piece titled, “a change from within” being one of them. both pieces are very different but are along the same theme…MAKING CHANGES.  with my health issues and… Read more »

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“facing the sea of possibilities” from the journey series here is a new image in the journey series titled, “facing the sea of possibilities.” i am so excited for this piece! for those that have been following along, i have been making changes and coming out of my dark place. there are set backs of course but i am beginning to feel alive again with possibilities and more hope then i had in a long time. i am hyper with… Read more »

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“a dream of change” i want to start creating conversations with everyone so i have a new thing i am going to do and i NEED YOUR HELP in making this a success in participation! (i’m afraid i will only hear crickets and no one will submit an image) so most of my work is inspired by music and i use lyrics in a lot of my titles. so i am going to start an inspiration challenge where i post… Read more »

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“smile, the worst is yet to come” where to begin? new years has always brought people excitement but for me it has always brought feelings of dread. fear of growing older and things changing. of everyone being closer to death. things falling apart and other things going away. this new years i find myself at a crossroads i brought myself to. in the past few weeks i have drop out of social media, pulled away from family and friends and struggled… Read more »

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“finding the light again” from the journey series the path gets steep, and hard to follow. its hard to breath and keep moving. she sees the light again but it is so far away and so high. she must keep going on but the weight of things makes her heavy. makes her slow down and each step is a struggle to continue. how easy it would be to lay down here and sleep forever. but time is still moving so… Read more »

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So I recently got on facebook and asked people to ask me anything and you all asked me some amazing questions! so here it is, enjoy! What emotions do you go through when doing a project? oh wow let me think…it depends. Usually when I edit I am pretty giddy and hyper because it makes me happy to work on photography. When I use a model, I am pretty hyper and excited because seriously photography makes me truly and completely happy. I… Read more »